Dilemma

Slowly the senses reforge their stability and structure. as my eyes regained its focus I could only see a television set. The static emanating from it began to irritate my brain in my drunken like state. I reach for my head but my limbs are restrained by metal bars and cuffs in an asylum bed.

I start screaming for someone to release me from my captivity. For what had seemed like hours no one came and i began to discouraged by the maddening white walls that surrounded me. Then I heard a doorknob  turning and I start screaming for help. Then I heard the door open and then close. The sound of his slowly moving foot steps echoed, and echoed throughout my entire body. I turned y head to see if it was my savior or my captor. It was a man wearing a white lab coat that blended with those same maddening walls and he had the stench of medicine and death surrounding him. It was also a challenge to see his eyes though his glasses and the shine of the operating light.

"Don't worry Alice , I will cure you of your humanity soon," The man spoke in a disturbing tone. Now knowing he was my captor, I began to throw my head around in fear. The man pushed my head back down and pushed two metal plates onto my temples and now all i can see is the television. "Just sit back, relax, and be ready to be enlightened," the man said as he closed off all sight of the walls with light blue circular medical curtain. then I heard the door open and the lights went black and the only thing visible now was the static on the screen.

Then images appeared on the screen; World War I and II, 911, terrorist treat videos, Joseph Stalin, Adolf Hitler and his Nazis, holocaust images, and  images of horror movies. They began  to repeat over and over always repeating  faster and faster after every loop. Closing my eyes just made it worst. Images of me killing my sisters, my mother , my father, and everyone I know with grin of glee across my face. Am I going to KILL (stay) like this forever? Never to KILL (see) my family again?  Just KILLING ( sitting) here and KILLING (doing) nothing. Slowly, KILLING (turning) into a KILLING monster. I KILL! KILL! KILL! KILL!